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starchildrose
15 June 2010 @ 09:01 pm
I am having the oddest feeling right now. Even though I feel as if my life is not where i want it to be, I am content. Actually, I am beyond content. At this moment I have realized that everything you want to possess or desire is worth fighting for.
 
 
starchildrose
13 June 2010 @ 10:26 pm
Wooooweeeeee!!!!!!!! It has been forever since I've written an lj entry. So it is my goal to try to make to anime expo next year. I can't go this year because it is too short of notice. I need to make the BEST gothic/ ero lolita outfit ever and put my black and white corset to use. I have a little over a year to gather ideas....I don't have much time at all XD.
 
 
Current Music: the cure-just like heaven
 
 
starchildrose
11 January 2010 @ 02:38 pm

It has been a very long time since I have written in my lj. I believe the reason as to why it has taken me so long to make another entry is due to the fact that for a long time now, my life has been uneventful. Some things are not worth publishing on the internet, especially thinga about your personal life. Anywho, I am trying to go back to fashion school. I do not know how successful I am going to be at it, but I feel as if I need to go. Make up can onlyhold me over for so long. I am looking at some of my old avatars in which i used to use on this site, and I noticed that several of them are of Yasuno from KRA. I cannot remember the last time I listened to a kra song, let alone Jrock. A Gackt concert would be worth going to. Too bad Gackt never comes to the US, even though I live in the Bay Area. lol.
 
 
Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
Current Music: phoenix-1901
 
 
starchildrose
12 October 2009 @ 11:12 am

What's up my lj friends?  It has been a while since I've written something here.Make-up school is fun :D And things have been pretty much uneventful, which isn't true...but I don't feel like going into detail about social matters right now XD
 
 
starchildrose
11 August 2009 @ 06:58 pm

Wassup people? So I am going to the JPOP summit festival this saturday....I am very excited to be going. Finally some good stuff in the bay area!!! YAY :D I'm very happy :D
 
 
 
starchildrose
26 March 2009 @ 02:58 pm
Who the fuck is this "curiosity" band that i hear of making industrial music in gothic lolita dresses. how dare someone try to beat me to the punch. whatever the case, they are LAME and remind me of stupid posers. im not feeling their music or style at all. i hope i am proven wrong.
 
 
starchildrose

*real journal...names edited*

It doesn't seem like he cares. I don't  know what the f*** is going on with him. I guess he would rather sit around with f***tards who only like him materially than be around a friend who actually cares about his stupid ass. He witholds information from me and he hangs out with nothing but disgusting nerds. "Friend was right"....
and that's where im going to leave off.
 
 
starchildrose
20 March 2009 @ 04:55 pm

I have to save up for the hotel!!!!!!!!! This is going to be rough, but it has to be done. Main thing, it can be done. So yeah, my moolah is going to be tied up for the next two months, which totally sucks because I am a compulsive shopper.
 
 
starchildrose
13 March 2009 @ 02:12 pm
There was a time (last year) where I felt as if I knew what I was going to be doing through out the next five years of my life, and where I was going to be.  To put things simply, times change. As times change, ideas and people change as well.  One of my future goals is still to be a gothic lolita designer. Sometimes I try not to entertain my thoughts in the music industry.  I have always thought about what type of music I would make if I were a musician.  I think that the point I am trying to convey in this journal is that I should keep my options open and enjoy life for what it is right now, instead of complaining about situations and circumstances that are only temporary. I have much too little time to sit and ponder on the negativity that emerses itself out of my past to haunt me.  Color is the key, black and white are the locks. It is up to any and all individuals to to set their path in life.
 
 
Current Music: MGMT-electric feel
 
 
starchildrose
12 March 2009 @ 11:53 am
Wow O.o It's been quite a while since my last livejournal entry.  I am very much excited for Fanime 2009!!! I hope that this year will be much better than last year, but considering more things are working in my favor this year...it should be awesomely epic.  My gothic lolita cosplay is awesome this year :D, and I am fully pre-registered for the entire weekend.  I will try not to let "certain people" ruin my time due to their awful presences.   
 
 
Current Music: MGMT-time to pretend